January 2010
what will happen, what will i do, who will tuke me into bed at night and tell me don’t let the bed bug bits, who will give me food 3 times a day so i will become health, what happens if i get sick who’s gonna take care of me how will i get better, will i have to move, will i have to live with someone else to save my life & my parents? i guess all i can do it wait…
Jan 30th
Jan 28th
January 27, 2010 i was gonna see you the next day. why did god choose to take you away ? another piece of my heart is riped out. i never even got to see goodbye <3 imma miss those piggy back rides. i love you cuz. rest in peace <3
Jan 28th
Jan 15th
you left two years ago, i don’t understand why god likes seeing me go through this pain every year, and i wish he would let you back into my life or at least let me see your beauitful face one more time. i just can’t let go. you had a long 40 years of fighting cancer & now i promise you won’t have to fight anymore. i know god is loving those hugs of yours. your still my hero...
Jan 14th
People told me slow my road i’m screaming out fuck that i’m doing just what i want looking ahead no turning back if i fall if i die know i lived it to the fullest i’m on the pursuit ff happiness
Jan 5th
where are you now ? when i need you the most why dont you take my hand  i wanna be close take my hand and walk with me where are you now when nothings going right where are you now i can’t see the light take my hand with walk with me show me whats to be i need you to set me free. why are we far apart i feel all alone
Jan 4th
Jan 2nd
to be a hero, you have to be honest, always there for me and never leave, and trustworthy. when i meet someone who are both of those things, then i’ll have a hero. until then, i have none.
Jan 2nd